I think taking this extended time out has done me a world of good. I really have not got to fish much but just getting away from my grind has been great. I just was getting to be under a lot of self inflicted stress that has subsided measurably. Thank God for that, I was nearing stroke level, or so it seemed. Just doing nothing and helping my elderly brother has brought me a lot of peace of mind and spirit. I don't feel like I am chasing anything or have too many worries. Big thing now is to get a new A/C for the shop. It is an oven in there since mine took a dump.