Truly none of us are good except.........for Him I just try to be obedient and count His blessings. For example a miracle just last night. my wife, who is 88 years old, tripped over a wire and somehow got spun around and landed sitting in a laundry basket instead of smashing her head on the fan next to it or breaking a hip. I still am in awe of how she was protected.So sorry to hear about your wife. You're a good man. May the Lord bless you and keep you, make His face to shine upon you and give you peace.
She was walking by my side of the bed toward the doorway when she tripped and somehow, by God's grace, landed turned around sitting in the laundry basket where I was able to just lift her out

seemingly without any injury...........unbelievable .....a true miracle in my book.